♥YanaBaybe

.Tuesday, December 1, 2009 ' 1:49 PM Y

helo..
im back to update my blog that have been mia since sometimes.

ahaks..

recently my daughter effa been admitted again due to HFMD.

i dunno how come she get can that virus.

maybe when we went to melaka dat time. i tink so.

and now shes okie. amin~

but, the bad news is elfi also got it from his sister..

but lucky elfi has the appetite. if not he also have to admitt to kkh.

looking after both of them are so tiring.

some more they are so cranky.

and ive to look after my own.

dats why the reason im skinny. hahaha!

i took my lunch only when i have the time to.

so how? stresssss.

i cant even asked hubby for help.

only when his off day maybe he can help a little..

and i swear, i hate his job now.

we dun even have that quality time to spend together.

he went out at 6.15am.

he went back at 9pm. we dun talk much recently..

i only asked him. "u dah makan?" TU AJE?

mak ai. and he dun have the iniative to talk to me also.

i know he's tired. but im tired too.

i dunno how to start the topic to settle among ourselves.

we are living under one roof but yet we didnt talk?

we had no fights nor quarrel..

i felt so lonely. i dunno to whom i can relate my feeling with?

my mom? my friends? my kids?

i wanna go out!!

argh stress siak.

hopefully i can get this out of my mind.

i should bring my kids out for a walk.

without my husband.

so please eh husband.

if ure kids are not close to u dun blame them.

blame urself!