.Tuesday, October 20, 2009 ' 1:12 AM Y
Hello..im back to update.
tho i have no mood right now.
recently i had so much problem going on.
my kids felt sick. and it was one after another. hais
and yet hubby had lost his job.
i dunno what to say.
maybe luck was not on our side.
lucky there is dad to help us on our financial.
if not. sure we die la.
tkde duit leh mati tau igt ape. beli mkn pakai duit ape.
ah kann dah tercampo melayu. lol!
ah yah.. glad that dad understand our situation.
as for sure i will not take dad for granted la okie.
futhermore dad is not working overseas anymore.
he's already old.. till when he need to work overseas?
as a child we should responsible for our parents.
tho we already had our own family.
but we having our hard time ourselves.
so we cant afford to help now.
insyallah one day as a child i will help both my parents. and oso my hubby's mom.
it all depends how we can handle it.
sometimes i cried thinking of it.
its not easy to find a job these days.
hubby already tried his best to find a job. but currently they did not want any.
i hope december hubby get his boat course. and like seriously. he really need a job.
i can work.. but my kids? theres no one can look after. my mom is weak and she cannot look after both kids. dad dun mine if i go out and find a job. but mom insist. i dunno la.. mom dun understand how hard our situation now.. she only know dat she cannot look after. dats it..
STRESS!!
